The Longest Word
It was in the school yard of PS 89, Queens, in 1955, that I first heard the longest word of my life: “antidisestablishmentarianism.” Ralph Hammelbacher said it fastest: “antidisestablishmentarianism”….. and we each repeated it ourselves amazed at our brilliance; at our ability to so conquer the English language.
“Antidisestablishmentarianism” we whipped out the word while sitting at the soda parlor counter the jukebox playing Bing Crosby singing “Would you like to swing on a star?” as we ate the scrumptious banana splits. Mr. Wolke concocted out of his homemade ice cream the secret recipe for which he bought with him from Vienna after the War. He never put his bananas in the refrigerator “No, no, no no, no, no, no”. They melted, sweet and ripe under the vanilla scented whipped cream.
I rolled it out again quickly trippingly on my tongue “antidisestablishmentarianism”. But it wasn’t bigger than the word we had learned yesterday in science: “Hydrogen”. That word was really scary, because it was followed by the small word: “bomb”.
“On Your Left!”
My legs pump gently in the late afternoon blue reflections of trees in water.
“On your left!” A black butt streaking past me calves bare bulging biceps. Fifty-one years since I last rode a bicycle. Memories of streets lost to malls. Fairyland. Kissena Park. Down Corona Avenue buried trolley rails shining through the asphalt on their curving way over the orange pebbled concrete of Newtown Bridge. Howard Johnson’s peaked orange roof. Intense thoughts of a fifteen year old on a Rudge.
“On your left!” I saw it in a thrift shop all French and silver. It was 35 years old. I guess I bought it to prove that it could still work. Just like me. I sit upright and carefully a woman past a certain age a red Pierre Deux handbag tied to the handlebars (with my Blue Cross card inside, just in case). Wearing a light blue roller blade helmet in anticipation of World War One.
“On your left!” My wobble is dangerous to your health. You fear me. Where are you going passing me so fast, so intense? Life is to be savored, like a really good cappuccino. He flashes by. When you get there you’re there you turn around and you’re here. I ride on alone the wheels turn alone. A good way to get away.
“On your left!” I pass fifty gray waterfront “homes to lease” tick-tacky little boxes all in a row. A lady with a cat on her lap smiles at me. A Blackberry in the sun. Cow smell, horse smell great hit, cheering crowd. Empty green benches. I remember the windmills of Holland thirty years ago tall tree shadows in the slanting sun. My crotch starts to burn. I didn’t know it could still burn. It’s been a long time. Joggers panting in Hindi. Under the overpass. Up is hard very hard. I struggle to stay in motion every day.
I shout: “On your left!” I peddle faster! I am running with the wolves. I am going for the old gold with silver threads amongst.